In Memory of Nipsey Hussle

In Memory of Nipsey Hussle

It's crazy how life goes, living your best life but the next second you're gone. Yesterday my life on earth was marked completed. I finished the race I was put there to run and I was told, "I succeeded." Greeted at the heavenly gates with a smile on the faces of all who stood before me. Beautiful life although short-lived keeping watch on all those I left that adore me.



Love, I'm sorry about the hurt in your eyes and the pain in your heart. I was given no warning on the day and time from this life I would depart. Know that my life with you meant everything and I'm so glad you were placed in my life. To be with you right now I'd give anything but it's not possible my beautiful wife.

You should know I'm always by your side - your guardian angel as I was made to be. You'll feel my love when the sun shines the brightest because my love will never leave. All the pictures, memories and voicemails will never make up for the fact that I'm not there. I know you still can't believe it but you read the stories everywhere.

Love, I don't want you to cry even though I know that you will. I don't want to see you in pain, I wish your heart I could just magically heal. I don't want you to lay alone so I'll make sure to fly close. I just want you to remember that even though I died, my love is never gone.

To my children.

I love you. See how daddy's head is down, that's cause I'll be watching from above you. I know you don't quite get it and it hurts. I know you're wondering why I ain't called probably asking am I at work. Remember I loved you first so you will always be number one. Daddy may not be able to touch you but I'll always send kisses and hugs - you'll feel them through your mom.

When we come into this world it's for a short while. I can't answer the why's but I want you to listen now. Take care of each other and don't let nothing tear ya'll apart. You can still talk to daddy cause I'm right there in your heart. When you miss me, look at our pictures and think about the times we shared. When you feel the pain in your chest just know that my love is everywhere. We weren't given much time but I'm so thankful for what time we had. The one thing I want to leave y'all with is, the best part of my life was being your dad.

Love,
Hussle & Daddy





Writing #InMemoryOf Nykea Aldridge (Cousin of Dwyane Wade)

I've seen on social media that Dwyane Wade lost his cousin, Nykea Aldridge and my heart was sadden. It's sad when anyone lose their life but to know that her four children are left without her...my heart go out to them all. I started tweeting in her memory this morning in hopes that he see it. I'm writing this poem right now...hoping he'll see it too. Know that I'm praying for your family. Know that I have God and His Angel's watching over you and yours. God Bless.

I wish right now was not happening
I wish that moment didn't have to occur
I wish I had taken another route
When death comes, we know not the time nor where.

On that day God said He needed an angel
My name was called and He sent for me
I know it doesn't make it any easier
I see the tears in your eyes and hear pain of your heartbeat.

I know the news of my passing hit you hard
I know that God hear our prayers and see our hearts
I went to Him and ask that He hold you close
I know my God and He will do so.

I know it seem unreal but remember the fun times we shared
Remember my laugh, the jokes I played and I'll be everywhere
You may not be able to pick up the phone and call
Just know that my love is still there loving on all of y'all.

To my children...

I know that right now this may be hard to understand
Asking where I'm at and wondering why my face...you're not seeing
I had to go to a place that God had prepared for me
Know that my love for you will forever be.

I see the tears falling from your faces, wishing I could be there
Reaching out, wanting to hold you cause I know pains everywhere
I will always be watching over you, loving you no matter what
Your mother's love is powerful and flowing down from the heaven's above.

Listen...

If I could turn back the hands of time, I would
To be standing there with you, I wish I could
Don't cry cause on my face I wear a smile
I'm home with God and my eternal life...I'm living now.

Love,
Nykea Aldridge

(Written by Leukemiona Kelley, 8/27/2016)

In Memory of Josh and Ryan "Rudy" Johnson (Brother's of Toya Wright)

I've seen all over social media that Toya Wright has lost her brother's to gun violence. My heart go out to her and her family. As I've written on this blog for many others who've gone through a tough loss, I wanted to do the same for her (and her family). I hope these words bring some form of comfort. Toya, know that I have God and His Angels watching over you and your family. God Bless.

Poem:

Ya' know God never make mistakes...right,
I know it's hard hearing how death came that night.
But God called us home and we had to go,
We couldn't stay long cause God said so.

He called for Angels, so to the heavens we fled,
Dressed in all white led by the Angels and trumpets in hand.
Know that our lives were lived to the fullest...trust that.
Don't know why they chose to do it...seems all bad.

Wish you could see the beautiful place we're in...make ya' feel better,
It's always gonna hurt, the fact remains we're not physically together.
Guess what? We're watching high and flying low when needed,
What can you do when God say your mission in life was completed.

We all know that death comes, we just don't know when,
We know it hurt ya' like hell when the ground took us in.
Know that a smile sits on our face, just to have been loved by all of you,
Know that our hugs will remain every time the winds blows through.

You can still talk to us, we're listening...forever and always,
When you feel you need to see us, let those memories replay.
Wish we could hold you in our arms and tell you it'll be okay,
Know that we'll standing at heavens gates when God say you cannot stay.

We love you and don't ever let a day go by when you don't know it,
Whether it's sunny or raining out, those are signs that show it.
If we could rewind the hands of time for an hour to wipe your tears, we would,
We're together in heaven so please don't cry y'all...we good.

Love,
Josh and Rudy

(Written by Leukemiona Kelley, 8/9/2016)

**Since I don't know you on a personal level, I wrote these words as God put them in my heart. Again, I hope they bring some form of comfort to Toya Wright, friends and family. God Bless.**

New Poem: You've Been Warned

You didn't believe me
Thought he was "Mr All That" and now
Now you want to talk shyt about him in my ear
But 
But when I was trying to tell you he was no good
Better yet, not a good father and would be no different to yours
You paid no attention
Oh, he was "Mr Do Right" in yo' eyes
I was just trying to paint him the bad guy
I was salty cause he didn't want me and y'all were super in love
I was jealous of the man that he was
Cause he came home to you
After leaving my house
But when I tried to tell you
You didn't want to believe me 
I was only a hater that didn't believe that love existed
It was just he wasn't meant for me you said
Love was what you had
But now 
You're trying to tell his "New Love" the truth
She's blowing you off 
But ain't that what new boo's do
Remember you did it
Now you want to call her stupid and childish
Saying that she'll soon see
Calling here crazy
Well that's the same thing you said about me
But remember
She gets to think things will be different
You did
She gets to live in fairy land 
Why not
You did
She gets to believe that he's "Mr All That"
You had one
She gets to ignore all your truths
You were once in love
Oh, but you want to say that you know him
Well so did I
You want to say that you only want to warn her
Well, that's what I tried
You want to say that she'll get hurt in the end
Same thing I tried telling you
You want to say that she don't know who she's dealing with
Well, this is what all ex's go through.

‪#‎YouveBeenWarned‬

In Memory Of Ingrid Williams (Wife of Monty Williams)

I just read an article posted on Facebook about the Monty Williams, assistant coach for the OKC Thunders, losing his wife, Ingrid Williams. Though I do not know them personally, I want to say that my prayers go out to Mr. Williams and their families. I write:


My car was hit and then I heard His voice say, "Come to me."
My body laid there with no life but my soul was set free.
God called me by name so in His arms I quickly flew,
After taking a moment to look back at you.

Losing me will not be an easy thing to deal with, I know
I hope it makes it a little easier to know that I made it safely home.
Though we question, God has never made a mistake,
All in His perfect timing, and my day finally came.

Your guardian angel, flying high above the earthly grounds,
When you feel the wind against your face, know that I'm hanging around.
As the thunder roar, I'm screaming out how much I love you,
When the sun shine, I'm sending my love from up above you.

I've asked God to be with you during the pain you feel,
I asked Him to hold you in his arms and He promised me He will.
Know that my body is not physically there but my love still love,
My kisses still kiss and my hugs still hug.

Love,
Ingrid Williams

(Written by Leukemiona Kelley, 2/13/2016)

In Memory Of Nicole Lovell

I was just watching the Dr. Phil show about the death of a 13-year old girl named, Nicole Lovell. Her dad brought me to tears and I could see how much this family was hurting. I wanted to write for them. So I wrote:

A cold night and you find my door jammed and I was missing from my room,
I know there was instant shock and thoughts of where had I gone to.
My open window let you know that I had run away somehow, gone somewhere,
I know there was so much pain in your heart because of such a big scare.
My life ended in what seems like such a short time, without a chance to really live,
Know that I lived my life to the fullest and was thankful for the thirteen years we shared.
If you ever need to see me, let those past memories replay in your head,
When the thunder roar, that's me screaming "I love you brother, Mom and dad!"
I know that your heart is shattered and you wish I was there standing next to you,
Hovering from up high, I have those same feelings too.
Dry your eyes, don't cry now.
When it hurts, just kneel down.
When you wonder, just say a prayer.
When you need me, always know that I'm there.
-Nicole

(Written by Leukemiona, 2/10/16)

Message from Kemi "The Poet Shala"

God is amazing. Every time someone request that I write a poem in memory of their loved one, I get so excited. God blessed me with one of the greatest gifts ever. To be able to sit down and write poems as if the departed rose from the dead, sat down and wrote them to their own family and friends put a big ol' smile on my face.

I want to be able to bring some form of comfort to hurting hearts. I want to put smiles back on the faces of those hurting from the loss of someone, even if it's just for a second. I want to give someone words to read in a card, in the body of an e-mail or on paper and hear their loved one speaking to them. It bring tears to my eyes to hear someone tell me:

"I love it. It sounds just like him/her."

"I really needed this. Thank you so very much."

"God has truly blessed you. The world needs you."

"Never stop writing."

And because I hear these words so often. I continue to do what I do. I will forever be the poet that God made me to be.

To request a poem, visit www.kemikreations.com and fill out the form on the "Contact" page.

I created a card titled "In Memory Of" (example below). This card was written as the departed is talking to their loved one, letting them know they are okay. If you know someone who has lost someone and could use one, be sure to visit my site and order yours today.

I also want to continue to be a blessing, and be able to grow my business. If you would like to support me:

Visit my GoFundMe account: www.gofundme.com/lrpffk

God bless and write. It heals.

-Leukemiona "Shala" Kelley (Kemi)